its a scary world out there

some days i wish i could be a kid again and sit infront of the tv and be completely oblivious of the future, starting to wonder whether or not to take a placement year in between 2nd and third year has been a hot topic in my flat and its got me thinking and id rather not have to think already, life seems to be forward planned so much i feel like i dont have anytime to myself to do what i want to do or be with who i want to be with, but i live so far away from some people i dont even know how permanent a part of their life i am.