once upon a time..

I was talking to one of my flatmates last night about how people change and since being at Coventry I didnt think I had until I started talking about who I used to be and how I was and I suddenly realised ive changed alot. Not those noticeable changes that I myself  could see when i was in leeds, where i was obviously growing up, but here i feel like very very slowly im finding my feet and im beginning to see where i want to go with my life, and how im getting there and who i will meet along the way and those i choose to bring with me from my past. Most of the time i feel like its a bit of a struggle to succeed or keep going when my hearts in about 50 different places, but gradually im realising that this is my present, the past is where it belongs and you can look back with fond memories but I have to leave it in the past and concentrate on my life now, because only I can make this happen and work and only I can make myself happy.